It sounds like you are a right brain dominant person[1] with a Myers-Briggs personality of INTJ [2], same as me. Once I understood this about myself I was able to start bringing my life into balance. Part of it was by doing left-brained exercises that Dianne Craft teaches in her videos, also a large part was using essential oils to wake up my left brain which was pretty much in the deep freeze, and finally a few essential oils to help with the focus and calming issues. If you want some help try Mindwise[3] and the Reconnect oils[4]. If you had any sort of issues with sleeping or emotional trauma you should try the PTSD freedom kit[5]. Try it for at least two months and should be doing a lot better. Dianne Craft also has some videos on how to teach the right brain child which will help you understand yourself and learn exercises to help develop left brain skills.
Are people still doing Myers-Briggs?[1] I had a job interview for a CTO job for a large multinational once, and when I got to the final 3 candidates round, had to take one of these. I had a very good idea what they were looking for, and aced it. The lady doing the testing told me I was a perfect match and would advise as such. I let her know these tests are easily fooled, something she seriously disagreed with. So I did a few more for her, getting every result she asked for nearly perfectly. She started babbling about this being impossible, and it being unique etc. I told her I am just good at bullshitting people. Oh, and I was offered the job (declined it in the end).
Yep. I once did the same to avoid having to avoid having to turn down a job I had been offered. These only work when the person is either dumb (basically acting as a crude intelligence test) or they have no idea what is required for the job which almost never occurs.
[1] http://www.diannecraft.org/teaching-your-right-brain-child/ [2] http://www.personalitypage.com/INTJ.html [3] http://www.youngliving.com/en_US/products/wellness/targeted-... [4] http://www.youngliving.com/en_US/products/essential-oils/col... [5] http://www.youngliving.com/en_US/products/essential-oils/col...