You need to step back a little and look at yourself not as a programmer but as a human being.
When you try to value yourself strictly through the feedback from your peers you may lose yourself.
You need to have an internal compass as well, that will allow you to respect yourself for what you are, a human being, a creator in this ocean of possibilites we call life.
You need to shout to yourself : "My life matters, my life has value!" , and it's the value YOU give to it.
Reflect on your values, on what matters to you, what you want from this world, forget the others for a moment. Just stay with yourself, be gentile and compasionate with yourself. You don't have to correspond to what other impose on you. Don't try to live up to a false image.
Just enjoy the things you like for now. You will feel better.
When you try to value yourself strictly through the feedback from your peers you may lose yourself.
You need to have an internal compass as well, that will allow you to respect yourself for what you are, a human being, a creator in this ocean of possibilites we call life.
You need to shout to yourself : "My life matters, my life has value!" , and it's the value YOU give to it.
Reflect on your values, on what matters to you, what you want from this world, forget the others for a moment. Just stay with yourself, be gentile and compasionate with yourself. You don't have to correspond to what other impose on you. Don't try to live up to a false image.
Just enjoy the things you like for now. You will feel better.